Had to leave my house just to get some rest, if that makes any sense. No yoga. Bad girl. Just my chai and all of my Starbucks ‘friends’. It’s loud in here. The speaker right above my head hasn’t played a good song yet. The guys in the corner have taken over the place. The A/C is working over time. Brrrr!
Somehow I feel rested. Go figure.
…which is the day after Sluggish Sunday. I always give myself a day of rest, you know, like God intended, on Sundays. It’s the one day a week I allow myself to accomplish nothing. Yesterday, I was actually quite productive, except for the time I spent watching the Chicago Bears lose.
So, today, Motivation Monday, I’m supposed to kick it in gear and get things done. I’ve got laundry and some straightening up to do. I should get back on my new laptop and figure out what the heck I did wrong with the desktop display colors. I need to start gathering items for our garage sale on Saturday. Hmmm…
I didn’t sleep well and I have a headache.
Do I rest or do I get stuff done? If I rest, I’ll feel better. If I get stuff done, I’ll feel accomplished. If I rest and don’t get anything done, I’ll be pissed the next day that I still have that stuff to do. If I get stuff done, it still won’t be enough, and I’ll still be tired.
I don’t make ‘to do’ lists anymore. It’s too depressing. They only get longer. I never get to cross anything off. Maddening!!
Other mamas out there…are you pickin’ up what I’m throwin’ down? UGH!!